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1. |
Intro
03:00
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I
Would rather
Die
Than live
In this
Fantasy
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2. |
Fucked Up
02:53
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Manically depressed
Riddled with stress, I’m-
Consistently fucked up
Consistently depressed and dreaming
Consistently fucked up
Consistently killing
Myself cannot see through my pain
Mental illness infects my brain
Life defaults to the fast lane
Cannot fault myself I’m insane
Beat my head against the wall
Lying naked in the bathroom stall
Blood and sweat sting my eyes
Cannot bring myself up to size, I’m-
Consistently fucked up
Consistently depressed and dreaming
Consistently fucked up
Consistently killing
Consistently fucked up
Consistently depressed and dreaming
Consistently fucked up
Consistently killing
Too weird to live, too rare to die
Too cowardly for suicide
Shut myself in, blacked out windows
This rainstorm will leave no rainbows
Ten thousand years of abuse
My veins collapsed from overuse
This selfish train of thought makes for
A fucked up life of rain that pours
Constantly
And always
Constantly
And always
Manically depressed
Riddled with stress, I’m-
Dying on the inside
I just want my life to be over
Take all my pain away
I never want to be sober
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3. |
Suffocate
14:33
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Death is
Upon me
All of these nights alone
Injecting myself with
Isolation drops
No cure for loneliness
No
Way out
All of these lies passed off
As just an opinion
Can’t wrap my head
Around their hypocrisy
Suffocate
Suffocating
Anxiety overload
Anaphylaxis
Starving for oxygen
Heavy mental fog
Distorted perception
Wake up with the hope
That this was all a dream
Suffer
Broken soul
Torture
Dead on the floor
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Safety in chaos
This pain is so familiar
Life without
Clear expectations
Wallow in my filth
A stain of human existence
Life grown stale
LET’S FEED ON THE WEAK
YOU’LL SHATTER THEIR SPIRIT
MANIPULATE, CONTROL
BEAT THEM DOWN
FORCE THEM TO SUBMIT
YOU'RE BLINDED BY YOUR RAGE
THEIR FAITH YOU CANNOT TOLERATE
CONCENTRATE
YOUR MIND ON PURE HATE
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Fade away
In a sea of haze
In a swathe of
Self-hatred and putrid tidal waves of guilt
Fade away
In a sea of haze
In a swathe of
Putrefaction
I DON’T KNOW WHAT
I’VE BEEN WAITING FOR
I’VE PROVEN MY SAVIOR
I DECLARE WAR
ON THE ENEMY
YIELD TO MY FAITH
Not afraid of lies
Trying to survive
Given to the sea
Internal injury
Drowning in my self-doubt
When no one is around
Blind, can’t see to reach out
Eyes glued shut with crust
You’ll do the tango
Do the tango
You’ll do their dance
You will obey what they say
You’ll do the tango
Do the tango
You’ll wear their uniform
And indulge them in their hate
I DON’T KNOW WHAT
I’VE BEEN WAITING FOR
I’VE PROVEN MY SAVIOR
I DECLARE WAR
ON THE ENEMY
YIELD TO MY FAITH
Not afraid of lies
Trying to survive
Given to the sea
Internal injury
Drowning in my self-doubt
When no one is around
Blind, can’t see to reach out
Death of all humanity
Lose hope
In your dreams
Now face
Reality
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4. |
Dirt Weed
02:59
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5. |
Wasted Life
09:43
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Wasted life
Going nowhere, future bleak
Wasted life
Bred for consumption, no love
Wasted life
Going nowhere, future bleak
Wasted life
Bred for consumption, no love
Wasted life
We were one now we are none
Wasted life
Empathy lost no cure for human condition
Waste my life
Inhaling tainted crystals
Everyday
Suicide
Ongoing negotiation
In my mind
Cannot decide
If I want to live or die
When you give up
Give up on me
Exhausted with tedious
Recovery
Wasted life
Going nowhere, future bleak
Wasted life
Bred for consumption, no love
Wasted life
We were one now we are none
Wasted life
Empathy lost no cure for human condition
Waste my life
Only reflections of who
I was remain
An empty shell
Mind imprisoned in a cell
Forget my life
You and I
Force their cries
They will despise
Us in the end
You and I
Force their cries
They will despise
Us in the end
Us in the end
Throw it all away
Fill my veins with sludge
Feed me your abuse
Train my brain to tune out
Throw it all away
Yeah you'll throw it all away
And you'll fill my veins with your sludge
Feed me your abuse
Your abuse, I can take it
Train my brain to tune out
Waiting for a chance
That will not come
Waiting for something
That I cannot obtain
Waiting forever
For that which will not come
Walking along the tight rope
Between sanity and I need help
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